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Experience of the Divinity of Bhagavan by Devotees
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V | Ms. Prathyusha G
Ms. Prathyusha G, II B.Sc. (Hons),
Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning,
Anantapur Campus.
Ms. Prathyusha G, a student of the second year B.Com. (Hons) of the Sri Sathya Sai
Institute of Higher Learning, Anantapur Campus narrates her experiences of the Divinity
of Bhagavan in her own words.
'I joined the Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning for the B.Sc. Course.
We went almost once every month to Prasanthi Nilayam during the semester. However,
I felt no urge to have Swami's darshan, nor was I moved by it. That year, during
the Dasara celebrations, in the Prasanthi Vidwan Mahasabha, I heard a speaker narrate
about how Swami had fulfilled his desire to experience divine love. I was inspired,
and now I also developed a desire to taste His love. I started praying ardently
for this kind of experience. And in fact, I even gave Swami a time limit to answer
my prayers. Indeed, He kept His deadline! Exactly a day or two before we were to
leave Prasanthi Nilayam, He gave me an experience of His powerful love. It was the
day of the Institute Convocation and, sitting in one of the last rows, I continued
my prayer. When Bhagavan entered the Sai Kulwanth Hall, I clearly beheld an ethereal
glow around His face. Powerful vibrations passed from Him to me, and I was lost
in sheer oblivion. A flood of tears flowed down my cheeks, and they ceased only
after about four hours - when the evening's proceedings came to an end, and Bhagavan
retired to His abode. And the gush of tears cleansed me of my feelinglessness!
Once during a long stay at Prasanthi Nilayam, I became quite ill. Sitting in the
Sai Kulwanth Hall, my thoughts raced back to my mother. I wistfully hoped she had
been there to take care of me. I was bodily weak from continuous vomiting and wished
for something that would restore my health. However, I left the thought as an unspoken
prayer. That afternoon, when I was resting, I heard someone call out my name. When
I woke up, a senior student handed over to me a tetra pack of apple drink, and said
that it was prasadam from Swami. Almost in one sip, I emptied the pack, and fell
asleep again. Lo! When I woke up a few hours later, I felt no trace of sickness
in me.'
-- Ms. Prathyusha G
(As extracted from the souvenir Ananta Prematarangini published by the Anantapur
Campus of the SSSIHL on the occasion of the 80th Birthday of Bhagavan)
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