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Experience of the Divinity of Bhagavan | Group V |
Begum Parween Sultana
Begum Parween Sultana,
Kolkata.
Begum Parween Sultana is a gifted Hindustani Classical Musician with an enchanting
voice. She has been known in India and abroad for her prowess in classical music.
She has been an ardent devotee of Bhagavan ever since she came in contact with Him
in 1993. She narrates a few of her experiences of the Divinity of Bhagavan in her
own words.
'Our first experience with our Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba was in 1993. We were
invited to sing for His Birthday Celebration. Before that, my husband Ustad Dilshad
Khan, a doyen of Indian Vocal Classical Music, saw Baba many times in his dreams,
and we both eagerly wanted to go and meet Swami immediately. Soon, we got an invitation
to sing before Baba. We were really happy, thrilled, and excited. Finally when we
arrived at Puttaparthi before His Birthday, on the 22nd midnight, my husband Mr.
Khan suddenly got up from the bed and woke me up to say that 'just now I saw Swami
standing here before me'. Sweating with excitement and shock, he added that Swami
told him 'I will meet you both the day after tomorrow, that is, 24th November 1993'.
And He disappeared. It was very difficult for me to believe that Swami had come
to our room in the middle of the night.
Any way I calmed my husband, advised him to sleep and assured him that we would
discuss the whole matter in the morning. On the 23rd morning, one sevadal came to
our room and gave a small written message to my husband saying 'it seems Baba had
already informed you that He would call you tomorrow for interview'. Sender's name
was Mr. T. V. K. Shastry, who was the secretary for that particular musical festival.
Then I realized that whatever incident had taken place the last night was true.
Both my husband and I prayed to Baba and thanked Him for such a wonderful Divine
message and we asked for blessings for our evening concert. The concert went off
wonderfully well with His grace. He came on to the stage, met both musicians of
ours and us, blessed us and straight went to my husband and said, 'do you remember
I told you yesterday night that I would meet you all tomorrow? So please come tomorrow
morning at 7:30 a.m.'. We both had a heavenly experience with our Swami for almost
45 minutes during our interview. This was our first experience.
After that, every year we have visited Bhagavan for Shivaratri, Gurupurnima or Birthdays.
Even otherwise we regularly visit Puttaparthi and Whitefield. Another incident with
Baba was in the year 1994 at Brindavan. In the afternoon after darshan, He called
many of us to His bungalow. We were about 3-4 hundred devotees and Baba was sitting
on the swing and invited from the crowd who ever felt like coming forward to speaking
something about Baba and His experience with Baba. Suddenly He called my husband,
'Mr Khan, you also come and say something'. My husband was very thrilled and nervous,
but he spoke for more than 15 minutes. Baba was hearing His speech and liked it
so much that He patted on His shoulder and said 'very good; I am very happy' and
then He looked at me. I was sitting with Late M. S. Subbalakshmi and our daughter
Ms. Shahab S. Khan. Baba asked me: 'Parween, will you sing a bhajan for Me?' I was
overwhelmed with happiness and I started singing a Meera bhajan. Listening to my
bhajan, Baba was enjoying; then suddenly He told one of His students to bring the
cymbals (the taalam for rhythm) and, can you believe, Bhagavan Himself was playing
the taalam for me when I was singing the bhajan. It was the most auspicious and
memorable day in my life I GOT MOKSHA that BHAGAVAN Himself was accompanying me
when I was singing the bhajan and we were all enjoying it. It was so heavenly that
we did not know how we passed the time. After the bhajan, He blessed me with a beautiful
gold chain along with sari. To my husband He gave a suit length and sweet mangoes.
Then He spoke to my daughter Shadaab who was also accompanying me in the bhajan.
He asked her 'do you practise regularly?' My daughter Shadaab very nervously said
'yes, I do practise.' Then Bhagavan said 'you must practise everyday. You sing very
well and your future is very bright'. I cried and both of us touched Baba's feet
and Baba asked us 'when are you all leaving?' We replied 'day after tomorrow'. Then
Swami said 'before you leave, come and see Me tomorrow morning.'
Next day morning after darshan, Baba called us again for interview. As soon as we
entered the room, we saw some devotees seated inside; one couple was Mrs. M. Subbalakshmi
and her husband; one Chinese couple with their two year old son, and two Japanese
ladies and a Telugu couple. First Baba called the Chinese couple with their son.
The mother was crying. Before she could say anything, Baba touched the small boy's
head and told the mother 'your son is having brain tumour'. The mother said 'that
is why I have brought him to you Baba, please, Baba, cure my child.' Seeing that
we all became very emotional and most of us were crying. Baba blessed the little
child with a chain having a locket with Bhagavan Buddha's picture on one side and
Baba's on the other. Baba said 'he will be alright'
Then He called my daughter Shadaab (she was then 6 years old) near His knee, and
asked 'what do you want?' We thought that she would ask for some colour pencils
and erasers, because that time she was very fond of them; but surprisingly, she
said 'I want Baba'. Baba was very happy with her reply and gave her gold chain with
Bhagavan's locket. He then asked her (jokingly) 'what is your husband's name?' She
was very surprised and nervous, and replied her father's name. We all were laughing
and He patted her saying 'you are a very good girl, and like your father, helping
others always'. After that my daughter Shadaab asked Baba's permission for a photograph.
He gave permission and I clicked photos. Just then many voices requested for photographs
to be taken with Baba; Baba allowed everybody to click photograph with Him. After
a pause, He told all of us smilingly 'look, only mine and Shadaab's photograph has
come, others will not come.'
When I gave the reel for printing, believe it or not, Swami and Shadaabs's photograph
alone came, the rest was all blank.
Like this I have thousands of incidents with my Bhagavan. Another incident, which
took place two years ago in Puttaparthi on Baba's Birthday:
In the morning He came near me and said: 'you have to sing for me in the evening
around 4:00 p.m.' I was very happy and exactly at 3:00 p.m., we all gathered at
the mandir. Inside I was doing my rehearsal wearing a beautiful sari, which Baba
had given me earlier. Suddenly Baba came to me and said 'why are you wearing such
a dull coloured sari?' I nervously explained 'Baba! It was given to me by you only,
and it is a very lucky sari for me.' Then Baba said 'it's ok, but on stage you must
wear bright colours' and further said 'wait'. He then went to His room and came
out with huge packets of saris and asked me to choose one (especially a bright coloured
one). When I was just looking at Him, He Himself chose a sari (red coloured Banarsi
with very heavy golden Jari work) and gave it to me and said 'go and change'. Then
I wore the new sari and He told me 'remember always, wear bright colours while giving
concerts on stage'. Like a father to daughter in conservation, He taught me many
things about stage performances which I don't think my own parents ever taught me.
I guess I must have done something good in my last birth and that's why I have got
such a Divine Guru, Father, Mother Sai in this birth.'
-- Begum Parween Sultana
(Source: The devotee's article in the special souvenir Tribute published by the Sri
Sathya Sai Books & Publications Trust on the occasion of the 80th Birthday of Bhagavan.)
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